Newly single… yet again.

I was curious this afternoon as to why Nick was so cagey with me lately. I sensed something coming. There was a certain hesitation and distancing in his behaviour of late. That’s probably why I wasn’t completely caught unaware when he said that we needed to talk. To sum up the talk: him and me dating is over. Nonetheless, I love him. He’s very sweet, adorable, and caring to a fault. So instead of growing beyond friendship, I guess ours will be a love that remains on that level. Its definitely with some regret that I say goodbye to anything more than that with him. But, life goes on.

I hate to sound bitter and cynical, but with how easy I seem to be taking this, I have to wonder if I’m not becoming jaded by all the let downs and jerks and guys who didn’t work. Oh well. At least we know now that it wasn’t going to work, instead of leading ourselves on for months on end. I like better the idea that I won’t be bickering with him pointlessly. Even though it also means no more romantic evenings cuddled up under the sheets watching a movie.